The conscious choice
I've been making choices for 26 years. I have talked myself into and out of every kind of situation. I have always known right from wrong, although not always did I follow what may be known as the right path. For about half my life I have been a smoker. It began in middle school and has succeeded in taking over my life. I have tried to quit dozens of times. You could say that I have not tried hard enough.
Today, like many other days, I choose to quit once again. Why will this time be different? Because I am different. I am mentally stronger now than ever before. I have learned how to tap into my subconscious and make peace with my past. A past that connects to betrayal and the feeling of lose. I understand that the next few days and weeks will be a challenge. I also know that I am ready for this challenge. I am ready to become to best woman that I can be. I am ready to share my love with the world and not fear judgement. I understand that feelings of shame and hurt will arise while the toxins are leaving my body.
I am ready to face the day and fully commit to a smoke free lifestyle. I look forward to sharing this journey with you, in hopes that it will spark in you the necessary pain needed to let go. Remember that pain is not a bad thing, it simply forces us to refocus our priorities. Stop holding on to the vices that control your mind, body and spirit. Let your life become exactly what it should.
Breath deep and let it all go.
Jai Bhagwan.
Today, like many other days, I choose to quit once again. Why will this time be different? Because I am different. I am mentally stronger now than ever before. I have learned how to tap into my subconscious and make peace with my past. A past that connects to betrayal and the feeling of lose. I understand that the next few days and weeks will be a challenge. I also know that I am ready for this challenge. I am ready to become to best woman that I can be. I am ready to share my love with the world and not fear judgement. I understand that feelings of shame and hurt will arise while the toxins are leaving my body.
I am ready to face the day and fully commit to a smoke free lifestyle. I look forward to sharing this journey with you, in hopes that it will spark in you the necessary pain needed to let go. Remember that pain is not a bad thing, it simply forces us to refocus our priorities. Stop holding on to the vices that control your mind, body and spirit. Let your life become exactly what it should.
Breath deep and let it all go.
Jai Bhagwan.
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